For whatever reason, today I am thinking about getting old.
What will my legacy be ?
What stories will be told about me ?
What stories will I tell ?
Who will I tell them to?
Who will be in my life ?
How will my days be ?
What will my last 20 years, 10 years, 5, 1, … 1 month be like ?
Shall I have a family ?
What will that look like ?
Will I live in abundance of everything, or will my heart be lonely and yearning ?
I have proven to myself all the things that I needed to by now. I know who I am, what I am capable of, and what I am not, and I am fully content to be me.
I have yet to see if I can find the one thing; a companion for life, a family that comes from that.
… Because in that time, I know I don’t want to be alone.
If I don’t, I’ll be glad still. Only, may I never lose you, Jesus. May those days be filled with love, joy and laughter, fulfilment, contentment, and purpose.
May every dawn find me at the feet of Jesus, seeking and serving Him, who is my master, my saviour, and my friend.
Showers of blessings.
Happy Easter.
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